Yeah, it wasn’t my shining moment.
I guess what I felt after reading it is sort of like what people feel after waking up from getting drunk and wasted the night before? I’m not sure, I’ve never been drunk.
Honestly, I don’t think it’s that bad. An expletive here and there. It’s not as bad as what other people would probably say if they were in a similar mindset as I was in. But I did cringe while I read it. It’s weird to actually see the nasty thoughts that I thought were tucked safely inside my head.
It’s terrifying how anger can make you do and say ugly things, and how it can easily turn you into an ugly person.
I don’t want to be ugly.